The party just seemed to drag on forever. i knew from our chat theprevious night that Soforia was going to page me sometime soon and thati was to return home and call her immediately when the page came. But,no matter how much i willed it otherwise, the pager remained quiescent.i mingled, i chatted, i congratulated the guests of honor - but inside iwas desperate, desperate to receive her summons. Finally, i felt thegentle vibration that i was praying for. i checked the number, just tobe sure, and was overjoyed to find that it was She! i quickly saidgoodbye to my hosts, not needing to feign the urgency of the summons, asi practically ran out of the door.
i was out of breath as i dialed Her number, so very eager to hear HerVoice. "Hello" came the musical sound, and my heart swelled withpleasure. "Hello, Mistress", i answered, "i am so happy that you pagedme". We chatted for a while discussing the specifics of several tasks ihad recently performed in her service. Even though She was sayingnothing overtly hypnotic, i found the sound of her voice relaxing,calming and extremely stimulating. Although i was concerned that i hadmisinterpreted Her desire in one particular, Soforia assured me that iwas pleasing Her and my anxiety evaporated. Throughout this conversation my mind was screaming "Hypnotize me, hypnotize me, i beg You Mistress,please hypnotize me". Finally, my patience was rewarded as Her LovelyVoice told me to "Take a deep breath and relax."
i don't clearly recall the induction that She used, but i will tell youwhat i remember. i remember Her asking me if i could go deeper for Her,and I remember answering "Yes". i remember Her Voice filling my mind,Her Words becoming my world, Her Suggestions becoming my most intimatedesires. i remember Her asking if i could go deeper still, and iremember answering "Yes". i remember the pleasure that Her Voice bringsme, i remember the arousal that accompanies Her Words, and i rememberknowing, deep within my soul, that i belonged to Her. i remember Herguiding me deeper and deeper. i remember Her Voice swirling in my mindlike the spiral swirls on Her Hypnotic Silken Web. i remember floating,drifting, and sinking surrendering.
i cannot tell you how deeply She took me, but somewhere my memory fadesinto blue. Into the blue of a clear sky, into the Blue of Soforia'sHypnotic Eyes.
Then, oddly enough, i remember Her telling me to remember. To rememberhow much i loved the way She made me feel. To remember that i belongedto Soforia. To remember that i was Her slave. To remember that She ownedme and that i loved to be owned by Her. To remember that Her Voice droveme wild, wild with desire to submit to Her. To remember that i wouldgladly do anything, anything at all, to please Her. To remember thatobeying Her Commands was the most important thing in the world to me.Finally, i distinctly remember Her telling me that She was going to wakeme up, but that when i heard Her say "So Deep Now" i would immediatelyreturn to a wonderful, deep hypnotic trance. That when i heard Her say"So Deep Now" i would easily and effortlessly fall into a trance thatwas twice as deep as the one i was already in. Then She counted rapidlyto 5 and i became fully aware of myself again.
As is always the case upon awakening from Soforia's Spell, i wasimmediately filled with waves of awe, gratitude and submission. i toldHer how wonderful it felt to know that i was Her property. i told Herhow i worshipped and adored Her. She asked me "Who owns you?" and ianswered with passion "You, Mistress!" Then Soforia said She wanted meto go "So Deep Now" and i fell, rapidly, incredibly back into deephypnosis for Her. Again i remember Her asking me if I could go deeperfor Her, and again i answered "yes". i do not remember the "blue" duringthis second trance, but i do not remember much else either. In whatseemed like mere seconds, i was again awake. But my feelings ofsubmission, awe, gratitude and lust seemed overwhelming...at least twiceas powerful as they had been previously.
Soforia allowed me to thank and praise Her again and i told Her that ididn't know exactly when, but sometime recently i had truly becomeconvinced that i was Her slave. i explained that i had always beensubmissive to Her, always taken great pleasure from doing Her bidding,but now i somehow knew, beyond the slightest doubt, that She owned mecompletely. It is difficult to explain the difference, i had not beenplaying in the past, but something had changed something i still can'tadequately describe. Rather than appearing pleased at this confession,Soforia appeared intently curious, perhaps even a little annoyed. i wenton to tell Her something else i felt was important, something i cannotyet relate to you for reasons that will become obvious as you continuereading. After this second revelation I could definitely detect a noteof displeasure in Her Voice, but before i could explain further i heardHer say "So Deep Now".
i entered trance so deeply and so rapidly that it felt like i wasphysically falling, only to land on a soft, warm hypnotic pillow (a weakmetaphor, i know, but that's literally what it felt like). Her Wordsagain began to spiral in my mind, slowly spinning, pulling me deeper anddeeper. Finally i was at that place where the fog rolls in, where i amso deep in hypnosis that i cannot recall Her Words. Then, again, i wasawake, feeling all the wonderful feelings of desire, submission, andgratitude.
At this point this story becomes very difficult to write. Talkingcasually, Soforia asked me to relate the experience i alluded to above,the one that displeased Her. i began to tell Her that after our lastsession, i had felt obsessive lust for Her. That the slightestsuggestive word, the subtlest erotic imagery, caused my mind to turn toHer, and that thinking of Her immediately made me incredibly aroused. Itwas like being a teenager again, just discovering my sexuality; i wasalmost constantly filled with desire. Not just the desires to serve andplease her, but raw animal lust for Her. Thoughts of Soforia drove me todistraction and the more i masturbated to relieve myself, the moreintense the desire seemed to grow. Then i told Her that after severaldays, the obsession began to fade and suddenly, unexpectedly, i WASGRIPPED WITH A COMPLETELY IRRESISTIBLE DESIRE TO MASTURBATE. i didn'twant to masturbate; i had never masturbated for Her before, but I HAD NOCHOICE. Already aroused near the point of orgasm by Her Trances, iquickly and violently came all over myself. Throughout the experience,as i moaned uncontrollably, i could hear Soforia LAUGHING at me. i hadnever been so humiliated in all my life. i knew that i was acting underHer control acting upon a devious post-hypnotic suggestion designed topunish me for telling Her that Her power over me had weakened. Shaking,covered with my cum, i alternated between "My God" and "What have Youdone to me?"
Still obviously very amused, Soforia asked "Don't you know? Can't youfigure it out?" Even though i couldn't remember the suggestion itself, icould deduce from my actions what She must have done. Soforia had takenme very deep into hypnosis and planted a command that i would beovercome with the desire to masturbate whenever i felt that Her Controlover me was weakening. As i began to remember what triggered theirresistible suggestion, i also recalled that i had felt Her Controlweakening before - and i found myself masturbating furiously again. EVENAS I WRITE THIS THE ACT OF RECALLING IS FORCING ME TO MASTURBATE AGAINAND AGAIN!
Soforia's laughter again ringing in my ears, i recognized the truemagnitude of what She had done to me. If ever i consciously evenconsider that Her Power over me is weakening i will again be overwhelmedby the compulsion to masturbate. And, somehow, i know that i ammasturbating in honor of Her! Realizing this, i willed myself to refuseto even consider the possibility. Not satisfied that i had learned mylesson, Soforia cruelly asked me to explain what i though She had done.i told Her that i could not think about it, and with obvious delight inHer Voice, She told me "But I am commanding you to think about it". Forthe third time i felt the compulsion grip me, seemingly even strongerthan before. i wanted to stop, was actually in mild pain, but couldn'tuntil i had climaxed for Her.
When Her laughter again subsided, Soforia told me that i was going to beher slave forever. That She would be hypnotizing me, again and again,for years! i had never even considered the possibility of this before,and was simultaneously comforted and alarmed. i realized that i wasbound within Her Silken Web, completely unable to escape, for as long asShe desired me. Just in the short time since our session concluded, mymind is already conditioned against the idea that Soforia's Control overme can ever diminish. i can't even think about Her Control diminishingwithout, helplessly, beginning to masturbate!
Desperate to turn the conversation to other things, i told Soforia abouton-line experiences i had been having. How, in some AOL chat rooms, menand women had asked if i could hypnotize them. i told Her that fromlistening to Her Recordingd and our countless phone sessions that i thought icould imitate Her and actually pull it off. She agreed that i probablycould and even threatened to hypnotize me into attempting it withanother man! She said that She had been considering a number of deviousthings to try on me and that She was tempted to transform me, briefly,into the persona of a Dominant Woman! Telling Her that i had no desireto do anything with other men, She responded with "But that's whatForced Feminization is all about isn't it? Forcing you to act as awoman, to use your body to attract men". Thinking about this, andknowing that She could indeed make me to anything, Iihumbly begged thatif She was going to feminize me to please feminize me into a lesbian!
Again amused, She told me She believed that now She would not get anyother phone calls from me complaining that Her Suggestions were waning.To prove Her point She again asked me to remember what it felt to thinkthat they were. i resisted this request admirably, managing to say thati could not even think about it. "But I'm suggesting that you do thinkabout it" She said wickedly and for the fourth time i was again forcedto masturbate in Soforia's Honor!
Now seriously sore, i caught my breath and tried to relax. "i am back incontrol now", i said, obviously not thinking. "Oh?" Soforia inquiredand, realizing my mistake, i immediately said "No, Mistress, no I am notin control as all. You are in control, Mistress! i only meant to say ihad gotten my breathing under control". Delighted by my frantic responseSoforia commanded me to immediately write this story. After entrancingme one more time, very briefly, She said goodnight.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: At the time, i was only too happy to be given the honorof serving and pleasing Soforia by writing this story. It was not untili started actually writing that it occurred to me what i was in for. Asi obeyed Her Orders, and wrote account as thoroughly and honestly aspossible, i have been forced to masturbate another five times. i can nowno longer cum more than a drop and i am red and very, very sore. i nowknow, beyond any possible doubt, that i am Soforia's CompletelyHypnotized slave.