The party just seemed to drag on forever. i knew from our chat the previous night that Soforia was going to page me sometime soon and that i was to return home and call her immediately when the page came. But, no matter how much i willed it otherwise, the pager remained quiescent. i mingled, i chatted, i congratulated the guests of honor - but inside i was desperate, desperate to receive her summons. Finally, i felt the gentle vibration that i was praying for. i checked the number, just to be sure, and was overjoyed to find that it was She! i quickly said goodbye to my hosts, not needing to feign the urgency of the summons, as i practically ran out of the door.
i was out of breath as i dialed Her number, so very eager to hear Her Voice. "Hello" came the musical sound, and my heart swelled with pleasure. "Hello, Mistress", i answered, "i am so happy that you paged me". We chatted for a while discussing the specifics of several tasks i had recently performed in her service. Even though She was saying nothing overtly hypnotic, i found the sound of her voice relaxing, calming and extremely stimulating. Although i was concerned that i had misinterpreted Her desire in one particular, Soforia assured me that i was pleasing Her and my anxiety evaporated. Throughout this conversation my mind was screaming "Hypnotize me, hypnotize me, i beg You Mistress, please hypnotize me". Finally, my patience was rewarded as Her Lovely Voice told me to "Take a deep breath and relax."
i don't clearly recall the induction that She used, but i will tell you what i remember. i remember Her asking me if i could go deeper for Her, and I remember answering "Yes". i remember Her Voice filling my mind, Her Words becoming my world, Her Suggestions becoming my most intimate desires. i remember Her asking if i could go deeper still, and i remember answering "Yes". i remember the pleasure that Her Voice brings me, i remember the arousal that accompanies Her Words, and i remember knowing, deep within my soul, that i belonged to Her. i remember Her guiding me deeper and deeper. i remember Her Voice swirling in my mind like the spiral swirls on Her Hypnotic Silken Web. i remember floating, drifting, and sinking surrendering.
i cannot tell you how deeply She took me, but somewhere my memory fades into blue. Into the blue of a clear sky, into the Blue of Soforia's Hypnotic Eyes.
Then, oddly enough, i remember Her telling me to remember. To remember how much i loved the way She made me feel. To remember that i belonged to Soforia. To remember that i was Her slave. To remember that She owned me and that i loved to be owned by Her. To remember that Her Voice drove me wild, wild with desire to submit to Her. To remember that i would gladly do anything, anything at all, to please Her. To remember that obeying Her Commands was the most important thing in the world to me. Finally, i distinctly remember Her telling me that She was going to wake me up, but that when i heard Her say "So Deep Now" i would immediately return to a wonderful, deep hypnotic trance. That when i heard Her say "So Deep Now" i would easily and effortlessly fall into a trance that was twice as deep as the one i was already in. Then She counted rapidly to 5 and i became fully aware of myself again.
As is always the case upon awakening from Soforia's Spell, i was immediately filled with waves of awe, gratitude and submission. i told Her how wonderful it felt to know that i was Her property. i told Her how i worshipped and adored Her. She asked me "Who owns you?" and i answered with passion "You, Mistress!" Then Soforia said She wanted me to go "So Deep Now" and i fell, rapidly, incredibly back into deep hypnosis for Her. Again i remember Her asking me if I could go deeper for Her, and again i answered "yes". i do not remember the "blue" during this second trance, but i do not remember much else either. In what seemed like mere seconds, i was again awake. But my feelings of submission, awe, gratitude and lust seemed overwhelming...at least twice as powerful as they had been previously.
Soforia allowed me to thank and praise Her again and i told Her that i didn't know exactly when, but sometime recently i had truly become convinced that i was Her slave. i explained that i had always been submissive to Her, always taken great pleasure from doing Her bidding, but now i somehow knew, beyond the slightest doubt, that She owned me completely. It is difficult to explain the difference, i had not been playing in the past, but something had changed something i still can't adequately describe. Rather than appearing pleased at this confession, Soforia appeared intently curious, perhaps even a little annoyed. i went on to tell Her something else i felt was important, something i cannot yet relate to you for reasons that will become obvious as you continue reading. After this second revelation I could definitely detect a note of displeasure in Her Voice, but before i could explain further i heard Her say "So Deep Now".
i entered trance so deeply and so rapidly that it felt like i was physically falling, only to land on a soft, warm hypnotic pillow (a weak metaphor, i know, but that's literally what it felt like). Her Words again began to spiral in my mind, slowly spinning, pulling me deeper and deeper. Finally i was at that place where the fog rolls in, where i am so deep in hypnosis that i cannot recall Her Words. Then, again, i was awake, feeling all the wonderful feelings of desire, submission, and gratitude.
At this point this story becomes very difficult to write. Talking casually, Soforia asked me to relate the experience i alluded to above, the one that displeased Her. i began to tell Her that after our last session, i had felt obsessive lust for Her. That the slightest suggestive word, the subtlest erotic imagery, caused my mind to turn to Her, and that thinking of Her immediately made me incredibly aroused. It was like being a teenager again, just discovering my sexuality; i was almost constantly filled with desire. Not just the desires to serve and please her, but raw animal lust for Her. Thoughts of Soforia drove me to distraction and the more i masturbated to relieve myself, the more intense the desire seemed to grow. Then i told Her that after several days, the obsession began to fade and suddenly, unexpectedly, i WAS GRIPPED WITH A COMPLETELY IRRESISTIBLE DESIRE TO MASTURBATE. i didn't want to masturbate; i had never masturbated for Her before, but I HAD NO CHOICE. Already aroused near the point of orgasm by Her Trances, i quickly and violently came all over myself. Throughout the experience, as i moaned uncontrollably, i could hear Soforia LAUGHING at me. i had never been so humiliated in all my life. i knew that i was acting under Her control acting upon a devious post-hypnotic suggestion designed to punish me for telling Her that Her power over me had weakened. Shaking, covered with my cum, i alternated between "My God" and "What have You done to me?"
Still obviously very amused, Soforia asked "Don't you know? Can't you figure it out?" Even though i couldn't remember the suggestion itself, i could deduce from my actions what She must have done. Soforia had taken me very deep into hypnosis and planted a command that i would be overcome with the desire to masturbate whenever i felt that Her Control over me was weakening. As i began to remember what triggered the irresistible suggestion, i also recalled that i had felt Her Control weakening before - and i found myself masturbating furiously again. EVEN AS I WRITE THIS THE ACT OF RECALLING IS FORCING ME TO MASTURBATE AGAIN AND AGAIN!
Soforia's laughter again ringing in my ears, i recognized the true magnitude of what She had done to me. If ever i consciously even consider that Her Power over me is weakening i will again be overwhelmed by the compulsion to masturbate. And, somehow, i know that i am masturbating in honor of Her! Realizing this, i willed myself to refuse to even consider the possibility. Not satisfied that i had learned my lesson, Soforia cruelly asked me to explain what i though She had done. i told Her that i could not think about it, and with obvious delight in Her Voice, She told me "But I am commanding you to think about it". For the third time i felt the compulsion grip me, seemingly even stronger than before. i wanted to stop, was actually in mild pain, but couldn't until i had climaxed for Her.
When Her laughter again subsided, Soforia told me that i was going to be her slave forever. That She would be hypnotizing me, again and again, for years! i had never even considered the possibility of this before, and was simultaneously comforted and alarmed. i realized that i was bound within Her Silken Web, completely unable to escape, for as long as She desired me. Just in the short time since our session concluded, my mind is already conditioned against the idea that Soforia's Control over me can ever diminish. i can't even think about Her Control diminishing without, helplessly, beginning to masturbate!
Desperate to turn the conversation to other things, i told Soforia about on-line experiences i had been having. How, in some AOL chat rooms, men and women had asked if i could hypnotize them. i told Her that from listening to Her Recordingd and our countless phone sessions that i thought i could imitate Her and actually pull it off. She agreed that i probably could and even threatened to hypnotize me into attempting it with another man! She said that She had been considering a number of devious things to try on me and that She was tempted to transform me, briefly, into the persona of a Dominant Woman! Telling Her that i had no desire to do anything with other men, She responded with "But that's what Forced Feminization is all about isn't it? Forcing you to act as a woman, to use your body to attract men". Thinking about this, and knowing that She could indeed make me to anything, Iihumbly begged that if She was going to feminize me to please feminize me into a lesbian!
Again amused, She told me She believed that now She would not get any other phone calls from me complaining that Her Suggestions were waning. To prove Her point She again asked me to remember what it felt to think that they were. i resisted this request admirably, managing to say that i could not even think about it. "But I'm suggesting that you do think about it" She said wickedly and for the fourth time i was again forced to masturbate in Soforia's Honor!
Now seriously sore, i caught my breath and tried to relax. "i am back in control now", i said, obviously not thinking. "Oh?" Soforia inquired and, realizing my mistake, i immediately said "No, Mistress, no I am not in control as all. You are in control, Mistress! i only meant to say i had gotten my breathing under control". Delighted by my frantic response Soforia commanded me to immediately write this story. After entrancing me one more time, very briefly, She said goodnight.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: At the time, i was only too happy to be given the honor of serving and pleasing Soforia by writing this story. It was not until i started actually writing that it occurred to me what i was in for. As i obeyed Her Orders, and wrote account as thoroughly and honestly as possible, i have been forced to masturbate another five times. i can now no longer cum more than a drop and i am red and very, very sore. i now know, beyond any possible doubt, that i am Soforia's Completely Hypnotized slave.
