A few weeks ago Soforia and i were chatting. In the course of our conversation She brought up another hypno-domme. i’d tell who it was, but i can’t. And the reason i can’t is because i don’t remember her name.
Now it’s not like it’s a name that i never heard of before. i have a good idea it’s a pretty well known hypno-domme, that i have heard of and so have you. But somehow the memory of her name had been lost or suppressed.
i first noticed this when i was trying to recall my conversation with Soforia a few hours later. i knew She had mentioned another hypno-domme, but for the life of me, i couldn’t remember her name.
It really drove me batty. i have a usually good memory. i struggled trying to remember and expended a great deal of mental energy trying to remember the name, and after extraordinary effort it finally came to me.
Although i can now remember the struggle to remember, again i cannot remember the name. For not ten minutes later the name slipped away from me almost as if the memory had been pushed into a corner of my mind where i could not get to it.
i endeavored again to remember her name. The process repeated itself again. i recalled the name and then it just simply drifted away. The only way i could remember the name was to keep it in the front of my mind, and constantly focus on it. And as soon as i started thinking about something else, whoosh! It would be gone. It was almost if my mind didn’t want to remember.
There is a short story by Spider Robinson. In it the villainess has developed an invention that literally causes people who hear her voice to obey. In one instance she gives the instruction that all her commands be interpreted in a way to make her (the villainess) most happy.
i asked Soforia, if that’s what She had done to me. She laughed and basically admitted to doing something like that. i had been hypnotized so deeply and so well that i obey Her commands without even having to be told what they are.
Evidently one of those commands is not remembering other Hypno-dommes names.
