Soforia's Hypnotic Silken Web

The party just seemed to drag on forever. i knew from our chatthe previous night that Soforia was going to page me sometime soon andthat i was to return home and call Her immediately when the page came.But, no matter how much i willed it otherwise, the pager remainedquiescent. i mingled, i chatted, i congratulated the guests of honor - butinside i was desperate, desperate to receive Her summons. Finally, i feltthe gentle vibration that i was praying for. i checked the number, justto be sure, and was overjoyed to find that it was She! i quicklysaid goodbye to my hosts, not needing to feign the urgency of thesummons, as i practically ran out of the door.

i was out of breath as i dialed Her number, so very eager to hearHer Voice. "Hello" came the musical sound, and my heart swelledwith pleasure. "Hello Mistress", i answered, "i am so happy that youpaged me". We chatted for a while discussing the specifics of severaltasks i had recently performed in Her service. Even though She wassaying nothing overtly hypnotic, i found the sound of Her Voicerelaxing, calming and extremely stimulating. Although i was concerned that ihad misinterpreted Her desire in one particular, Soforia assured methat i was pleasing Her and my anxiety evaporated. Throughout thisconversation my mind was screaming "hypnotize me, hypnotize me, i beg youMistress, please hypnotize me". Finally, my patience was rewarded as Herlovely Voice told me to "Take a deep breath and relax..."

i don't clearly recall the induction that She used, but i will tellyou what i remember. i remember Her asking me if i could go deeper forHer, and i remember answering "yes". i remember Her Voice filling mymind, Her words becoming my world, Her suggestions becoming my mostintimate desires. i remember Her asking if i could go deeper still, andi remember answering "yes". i remember the pleasure that Her Voicebrings me, i remember the arousal that accompanies Her words, and iremember knowing, deep within my soul, that i belonged to Her. i rememberHer guiding me deeper and deeper. i remember Her Voice swirling in mymind like the spiral swirls on Her Hypnotic Silken Web. i rememberfloating, drifting, and sinking ... surrendering.

i cannot tell you how deeply She took me, but somewhere my memoryfades into blue. Into the blue of a clear sky, into the blue ofSoforia's hypnotic eyes.

Then, oddly enough, i remember Her telling me to remember. Toremember how much i loved the way She made me feel. To remember that ibelonged to Soforia. To remember that i was Her slave. To remember that Sheowned me and that i loved to be owned by Her. To remember that Her Voicedrove me wild, wild with desire to submit to Her. To remember that iwould gladly do anything, anything at all, to please Her. To rememberthat obeying Her commands was the most important thing in the world tome.

Finally, i distinctly remember Her telling me that She was going towake me up, but that when i heard Her say "So Deep Now" i wouldimmediately return to a wonderful, deep hypnotic trance. That when i heard Hersay "So Deep Now" i would easily and effortlessly fall into a trancethat was twice as deep as the one i was already in. Then She countedrapidly to 5 and i became fully aware of myself again.

As is always the case upon awakening from Soforia's spell, iwas immediately filled with waves of awe, gratitude and submission. itold Her how wonderful it felt to know that i was Her property. i toldHer how i worshipped and adored Her. She asked me "Who owns you?" andi answered with passion "You, Mistress!" Then Soforia said She wantedme to go "So Deep Now" and i fell, rapidly, incredibly back intodeep hypnosis for Her.

Again i remember Her asking me if i could go deeperfor Her, and again i answered "yes". i do not remember the "blue"during this second trance, but i do not remember much else either. Inwhat seemed like mere seconds, i was again awake. But my feelings ofsubmission, awe, gratitude and lust seemed overwhelming...at leasttwice as powerful as they had been previously.

Soforia allowed me to thank and praise Her again and i told Herthat i didn't know exactly when, but sometime recently i had trulybecome convinced that i was Her slave. i explained that i had alwaysbeen submissive to Her, always taken great pleasure from doing Herbidding, but now i somehow knew, beyond the slightest doubt, that She ownedme completely. It is difficult to explain the difference, i had notbeen playing in the past, but something had changed ... something istill can't adequately describe.

Rather than appearing pleased at this confession,Soforia appeared intently curious, perhaps even a little annoyed. iwent on to tell Her something else i felt was important, something icannot yet relate to you for reasons that will become obvious as youcontinue reading. After this second revelation i could definitely detect anote of displeasure in your Voice, but before i could explain further iheard Her say "So Deep Now".

i entered trance so deeply and so rapidly that it felt like iwas physically falling, only to land on a soft, warm hypnotic pillow (aweak metaphor, i know, but that's literally what it felt like). Herwords again began to spiral in my mind, slowly spinning, pulling medeeper and deeper. Finally i was at that place where the fog rolls in, where iam so deep in hypnosis that i cannot recall Her words. Then, again, iwas awake, feeling all the wonderful feelings of desire, submission,and gratitude.

At this point this story becomes very difficult to write.Talking casually, Soforia asked me to relate the experience i alluded toabove, the one that displeased Her. i began to tell Her that after ourlast session, i had felt obsessive lust for Her. That the slightestsuggestive word, the subtlest erotic imagery, caused my mind toturn to Her, and that thinking of Her immediately made me incrediblyaroused. It was like being a teenager again, just discovering my sexuality; iwas almost constantly filled with desire. Not just the desires to serveand please Her, but raw animal lust for Her. Thoughts of Soforia droveme to distraction and the more i masturbated to relieve myself, themore intense the desire seemed to grow. Then i told Her that afterseveral days, the obsession began to fade... and suddenly,unexpectedly, i WAS GRIPPED WITH A COMPLETELY IRRESISTIBLE DESIRE TOMASTURBATE.

i didn't want to masturbate, i had never masturbated for Her before, buti HAD NO CHOICE. Already aroused near the point of orgasm by Hertrances, i quickly and violently came all over myself. Throughout theexperience, as i moaned uncontrollably, i could hear SoforiaLAUGHING at me.

i had never been so humiliated in all my life. i knew that i was actingunder Her control…acting upon a devious post-hypnotic suggestiondesigned to punish me for telling Her that Her power over me had weakened.Shaking, covered with my cum, i alternated between "My God" and "What haveyou done to me?"

Still obviously very amused, Soforia asked "Don't you know? Can'tyou figure it out?" Even though i couldn't remember the suggestionitself, i could deduce from my actions what She must have done. Soforia hadtaken me very deep into hypnosis and planted a command that i wouldbe overcome with the desire to masturbate whenever i felt that Hercontrol over me was weakening. As i began to remember what triggeredthe irresistible suggestion, i also recalled that i had felt Hercontrol weakening before - and i found myself masturbating furiously again.EVEN AS i WRITE THIS THE ACT OF RECALLING IS FORCING ME TO MASTURBATEAGAIN AND AGAIN!

Soforia's laughter again ringing in my ears, i recognized the truemagnitude of what She had done to me. If ever i consciouslyeven consider that Her power over me is weakening i will again beoverwhelmed by the compulsion to masturbate. And, somehow, i know that i ammasturbating in honor of Her! Realizing this, i willed myself torefuse to even consider the possibility. Not satisfied that i had learnedmy lesson, Soforia cruelly asked me to explain what i though She haddone.

i told Her that i could not think about it, and with obvious delight inHer Voice, She told me "But i am commanding you to think about it".For the third time i felt the compulsion grip me, seemingly evenstronger than before. i wanted to stop, was actually in mild pain, butcouldn't until i had climaxed for Her.

When Her laughter again subsided, Soforia told me that i was goingto be Her slave forever. That She would be hypnotizing me, again andagain, for years! i had never even considered the possibility of thisbefore,and was simultaneously comforted and alarmed. i realized that iwas bound within Her silken web, completely unable to escape, for aslong as She desired me. Just in the short time since our session concluded,my mind is already conditioned against the idea that Soforia's controlover me can ever diminish. i can't even think about Her controldiminishing without, helplessly, beginning to masturbate!

Desperate to turn the conversation to other things, i told Soforiaabout on-line experiences i had been having. How, in some AOL chat rooms,men and women had asked if i could hypnotize them. i told Her thatfrom listening to Her tapes and our countless phone sessions that ithought i could imitate Her and actually pull it off. She agreed that iprobably could and even threatened to hypnotize me into attempting itwith another man! She said that She had been considering a number ofdeviousthings to try on me and that She was tempted to transform me,briefly, into the persona of a Dominant woman! Telling Her that i had nodesire to do anything with other men, She responded with "But that'swhat Forced Feminization is all about isn't it? Forcing you to act asa woman, to use your body to attract men". Thinking about this,and knowing that She could indeed make me to anything, i humbly beggedthat if She was going to feminize me to please feminize me into alesbian!

Again amused, She told me She believed that now She would not getany other phone calls from me complaining that Her suggestions werewaning. To prove Her point She again asked me to remember what it felt tothink that they were. i resisted this request admirably, managing to saythat i could not even think about it. "But i'm suggesting that you dothink about it" She said wickedly…and for the fourth time i wasagain forced to masturbate in Soforia's honor!

Now seriously sore, i caught my breath and tried to relax. "i amback in control now", i said, obviously not thinking. "Oh?" Soforiainquired and, realizing my mistake, i immediately said "No, Mistress, no iam not in control as all. You are in control, Mistress! i only meant tosay i had gotten my breathing under control". Delighted by my franticresponse Soforia commanded me to immediately write this story. Afterentrancing me one more time, very briefly, She said goodnight.