i don’t remember how i first stumbled across The Hypnotic Silken Web. Maybe that’s because it was just so long ago, or maybe that’s the way Soforia wants me to remember it.
In any case, i had come across Her website, and was at the time was mildly interested. i didn’t have any sort of hypnofetish, i was intrigued by some of the comments and claims that She made.
We exchanged e-mails, and soon we were chatting online. We chatted not just about hypnosis, but sports, stocks, politics and anything else that She found interesting. She was obviously well read; i also found Her intelligent and charming. i gradually discovered myself looking forward to our time together online.
One day while i was playing poker
online, (it used to be one of my passions) i heard the Instant Messenger door
swing open. i was delighted to see Soforia
online. i immediately said hello and we chatted, while i continued to play
poker. At one point i had a real monster of a hand. i was completely focused on
the game. There was lots of action and several players stayed in until the
river. i ended up winning close to $50, but several minutes had past.
i returned to the IM window and found that Soforia had asked me a question. She then had asked a couple of times if i was still there or if anything was wrong.
i could have said my computer locked up. i could have blamed it on AOL. But for some stupid reason i told Her the truth. i was playing poker while i was chatting with Her. Immediately, i heard the IM door slam shut as She disappeared from my buddy list.
i had a lump in my throat. i could not believe i had been so stupid and hurtful. i e-mailed an apology. i know She read it because i got the return receipt, but She didn’t reply. Three more apologies each more contrite than the last still didn’t elicit a response.
The next few weeks i would stay online all day hoping to catch Her but i never did. It was obvious that She was making herself invisible to me.
i sent Her a gift. Not a crystal or anything related to hypnosis, but a new hardcover from an author that She enjoyed. Two weeks later there was still no response. i had pretty much given up hope at that point.
Then one day, i was playing poker and
all of a
sudden i got an IM from Her.
Soforia: Thank you for the book.
James19874: I am sorry so really so sorry about what happened.
Sofia: I know you are.
Jams19874: Will you forgive me?
Soforia: Yes, I will this one time, but it must never happen again.
James19874: I swear it
Soforia: I am sure you mean that sincerely, but I need to sure.
i paused trying to think how to respond
to Her, but She continued.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
Now as i said before that hypnotic mind
control didn’t do anything for me, but i did so want Her to forgive me so i
played along.
James19874: yes I do.
Soforia: You will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: yes I do.
Soforia: You will behave exactly as I desire.
What did She want me to say. Wasn’t
"Yes, I do." what she was looking for. I took a few more seconds trying to come
up with a response that I thought would please Her.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
It was the first time i had followed
the capitalization conventions of D/S. i found my hands shaking as i hit the
<Enter> key.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: Perfect!
Not only were both hands shaking now
making it difficult to type, but also my heart was pounding. i had never felt
this excited or aroused before when chatting with Soforia.
Soforia: you are ready for a phone session with ME. Call me now at
949-xxx-xxxx.
The door slammed shut and she
disappeared off line.
i disconnected as well, fumbled with the phone and called Her.
"Hello," said the woman with the angel’s voice. i had heard Her voice on web site before, but had never really noticed how soft and yet compelling it was.
"This is james from Maryland. You asked me to call," i said nervously.
"Relax, james. I want you to take a deep breath and hold it in." i did as instructed.
"Now hold it…hold it… 5,4,3,2,1… and exhale. Now how do you feel?"
"Much better, thank You."
"Not at all, it's what I do. Now how long a session would you like? I recommend at least 30 minutes for our first session that runs $90."
i had not even thought about cost. Ninety bucks sounded a bit steep but i had come this far already.
"Half an hour sounds--- "
"Of course you could spend 45 minutes with ME, or even an entire hour," She purred. Imagine a whole hour in hypnosis with ME."
i was sold. "An hour please."
"Very good. That’s 180 dollars." i swear i could hear Her smile through the phone. "Now i just need your credit card number." i was getting nervous again. i had trouble getting the card out of the wallet and when i did Soforia had me read the card number three times because i kept getting flustered.
"Hold just a moment," She said. There was about a ten second pause. "Okay, you are approved. Now can you sit or lay down?"
"Um, i’m sitting now, should i get on the floor."
"Whatever you are more comfortable with. I guarantee you will enjoy this experience either way."
"i think i'll lie down."
"Good. But before you do dim or turn off the lights."
"Done. i’m all set."
"One more thing before we start. I need you to give ME permission to hypnotize you."
"my permission? Of course, please hypnotize me."
And with that Soforia’s soft voice began to weave her hypnotic spell.
"Now imagine a spot on the ceiling.
Concentrate on that spot as I relax all the muscles in your body…keep staring
at the spot and listen to my voice… listen to my voice and feel yourself
relax…feel yourself
relax and stare at the spot…keep staring at the spot and listen to my
voice…listen to my voice and feel yourself relax…feel yourself relax and stare
at the spot… going deeper and deeper…as your eyelids
grow heavier and heavier… your eyelids are heavier and heavier…and as they
close you will go into Deep Hypnosis for ME."
And i drifted off to the sound of Her lyrical voice.
"--Five. How do you feel?
i wasn't sure what happened but i felt great. "Fantastic," i replied.
"Good. Relax and go into Deep Hypnosis for ME."
i remember waking a couple more times only to have hear "Relax and go into Deep Hypnosis for ME." i seem to recall at one point in the past Soforia explaining that she used this technique to rapidly induce Her subjects into a deep and powerful trance.
"--Five. Now how was that?"
Imagine shooting a hole-in-one, your favorite team just won the Super Bowl, you just earned a $10,000 bonus at work and had the best sex ever had all rolled into one. That make you feel about 10% as good as i felt right then.
"Absolutely amazing! Soforia, You are fantastic! i feel tremendous."
"So, I’ve been told," She said confidently. "See what you’ve been missing all this time."
"Not any more, i am definitely going to be a repeat customer."
"Actually I am counting on a little more than that. I want you to come to Orange County for a special in person session with ME."
And at that moment all i wanted to do was to come to California. Now, i don't what you to think this were some kind of suggestion She planted in my mind. i wanted to go to California to see her and if it so happened that she wanted me to come, so much the better, but it was definitely a choice made of my own free will.
"Yes, i want to come to California," i said.
"Good, I just knew you would. your session is for 6pm Pacific Time on the 28th. you can get directions to my office from the e-hypnotism website."
"The 28th? Well that’s the day after tomorrow. It’s not much---"
"Then you should start making preparations," She replied."
"Well it’s like i said it’s not much time and i’ll have to take off from work…"
"I find that my clients who really enjoy my sessions and who want to make me happy have no trouble making their appointments, If you can’t make it james, I am sure I have another who will gladly take your place.
"Oh, no. i’ll be there," i said with determination.
"Good I await you arrival," and She hung up.
i won’t bore you with how i got out of work or the travel details, all you need to know was 36 hours later i was sitting in my rental car in the parking lot of her office building.
i sat in the car trying to read the Orange County Register, but i couldn’t concentrate. i ended up listening to the radio and counting the hours down to 6 o’clock.
At 5:15 i entered the building and located her office in the directory. i took the stairs, not wanting to risk the infinitesimal chance of being trapped in a stuck elevator.
i entered Her office at 5:22. An envelope with my name on it lay on a chair. my hands trembled as i opened it. The note instructed me to go through the door on the left precisely at 6:00 as indicated by the clock in the office.
For the next 30 minutes, i paced, sat, stood and stared out the window. At 5:55 i put my hand on the doorknob. i stood there for 5 minutes and at precisely at 6:00pm i opened the door and there She was.
She was sitting on the front of her desk with her legs crossed. i won’t try to describe her for two reasons. One: i want each of you who still hasn’t met Soforia to experience the event to its fullest. Two: There is no way i could do Her justice with mere words. Let me just say that she was breathtaking and she wore these most dangerous shoes.
"james, or should I say puppetjames, so wonderful that you could come to see ME," she said in Her mesmerizing voice.
"Um, Yes Soforia. It’s nice to meet You. Uh- what do you mean by puppetjames?"
"Well you are my little puppet. I pull your strings and you coming running to see me," She said with a devilish grin.
"Yes, uh, well i think it was also partly my idea to come to California."
"Yes, I know you do. I like to let my pets feel that it is their decision, but be assured that you are here because I wanted you here," She said with a mock seriousness. "Now then I scheduled us for a 2 hour session. That will be $360. Shall I charge the credit card you used before?"
i nodded silently. She could have maxed out my credit limit and i would have agreed.
"Very good, now then please come over here and lie down," she said as she pointed to the couch
She sat next to me as i took a place on the couch.
"Now once again I would like need your permission to hypnotize you. Do I have it?"
"Permission? Why not just go ahead?" i asked.
"What fun would that be, hypnotizing some one who doesn’t want to be. I want all My pets to desperately need hypnosis, To crave to be hypnotized, to feel the need for it in their minds and souls." As She said those words i too wanted to be desperately hypnotized, felling it in my mind and my soul.
"Yes," i said excitedly. "i give You permission to hypnotize me."
"See, how easy that was." She produced a crystal from what seemed like out of thin air, and held it in front of my eyes.
"Watch the spinning crystal…watch…the flickering light… watch the sparkles…stare at the spinning crystal… just the crystal…nothing but the crystal…so relaxed looking at the crystal… Nothing but the crystal… feels so good to stare at the crystal…feels so good to stare at the crystal…"
Oblivious to all but the crystal, i continued to stare.
"Good and now you are so very tired and when I reach 1 you will fall into a deep hypnotic sleep. You are so very tired and want to fall into a deep hypnotic sleep. 5…so tired…4… can’t resist falling… 3… my voice taking you deeper 2… barely awake now… 1… you are now in deep hypnosis for ME.
"—Ten. How do you feel?"
i raised my head from the couch. i felt 10 times better than after the phone session. Soforia was again seated on her desk Her legs crossed Her dangerous shoes on display.
"Once again i feel tremendous. Thank You."
"So then it was definitely worth coming all the way to California to see ME?" she asked knowingly.
"Yes, Soforia."
"And you love falling under My spell," She said with a grin."
"Yes, i---." i was suddenly overcome with intense lust and desire for Soforia. My hand reached inside of my pants and I stated pumping furiously.
"i am Your completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey." i continued to pump.
The lust consumed me. "i am Your completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey."
i exploded like a rocket. my body shook. "i am your completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey."
As the emotions subsided, i slowly became aware of Soforia staring at me, and i realized what i had just done was overcome with shame and embarrassment.
i didn’t how to explain what had happened or even what to say.
i started to speak, but Soforia interrupted.
"It’s okay, puppetjames. Nothing to worry about. It’s all just part of falling under My spell."
Again i seized with desire. my hand pumped furiously. "i am you completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey. i am you completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. i am you completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey." i came again, and once I caught my breath. i was confused. i couldn’t understand what was happening. Then i noticed Soforia smiling and trying to supress a laugh.
"Oh puppetjames you are so adorable. you don’t even realize what I have done to you."
i shook my head silently. i was still trying to take this all in.
With glee She said, "I have placed a post-hypnotic trigger in your mind whenever I utter the magic phrase you will fall," She paused momentarily, "Under My spell!"
Again i was consumed with lust and desire. It was also starting to hurt and i was losing strength as well. "i am your completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. i am your completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. i am your completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. I am your completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey."
i finally came. my body was shaking and i was really breathing hard. i didn’t think i could take much more of this.
Soforia on the other hand was thoroughly enjoying the situation. She was laughing so hard Her eyes were starting to tear up.
"This is so delightful. Imagine the possibilities. I could call you on the phone and say the magic phrase. Or how about an unsuspecting e-mail. I know, I could leave a very special message on your voicemail. Can you see yourself at work retrieving your messages and then all of sudden you hear My voice say those magic words. I have outdone my self this time," she said proudly.
"I’m going to have so much fun with my little puppet."
i was no longer ashamed, confused or even consumed with desire. i was downright scared so i made a dash for the door.
"Under My Spell," Soforia sang out.
my legs locked up and i fell to the floor. Pumping furiously. It so hurt badly now but i couldn't stop. i had no control over myself.
"i am Your completely Hypnotized slave. i hear and obey," i repeated over and over. And still i didn’t come. Would She leave me here for hours pumping away, i wondered. Finally i came my body shook violently. i tried to catch my breath as I closed my eyes and waited to see what She would do next.
"Obviously not completely hypnotized, or you wouldn’t have been able to try that little stunt. Open your eyes," she commanded.
i did and found myself staring at Her shoe.
"Stand up. I know you would love to spend all eternity looking at My toes, but I have a little more programming to do inside that skull of yours."
i complied. i was now staring into Her blue eyes.
"Now then My slave, you will find that as you stare into My beautiful blue eyes that you cannot move… you are frozen… you cannot blink… you cannot look away… you must stare deeply into My beautiful blue eyes…"
i stared into her eyes… so blue… so deep… So beautiful. i wanted to be lost in Her eyes.
She continued, "As you look into My eyes, you feel My voice in your mind… My voice in your mind…My Voice in your mind…My voice melting your will…My voice melting your will… My voice melting your will…My words becoming your thoughts…My words becoming your thoughts…My words becoming your thoughts… your only desire is to please ME…your only desire is to please ME… your only desire is to please ME…"
i stood mindless and motionless before Her.
"Now then My pet, Ever since I was a little girl I have been fascinated by the idea of a living statue. A living breathing man whom couldn’t move. A living breathing statute under my complete control. you are going to be My living statue, puppetjames." She boasted like a child.
"you can no longer move, you are frozen in ice. you are stone. you are petrified," the works echoed in my empty mind.
"Go ahead and try. Try and move your arm," she commanded.
i tried and i couldn't.
"See you are My very own living statue." She said triumphantly.
"It pleases ME that you are My statue. And the longer you stay perfectly still and remain My statute the happier it will make ME. And you want to make ME happy don't you."
i wanted to shout yes, but i all i could do was remaining silent.
"And the more you stay still, and the more you make ME happy, the more excited and aroused you will become. And the more aroused you are, the more pleased I will be, so you will stay motionless even longer just to please ME, won’t you."
i stood silently. "No need to answer I know the answer to that," She smiled.
"If you can remain My statue longer than anyone else has you can become My favorite. you would like to be My favorite, wouldn’t you, puppetjames?"
"Yes," i answered in what was left of my mind.
"Now this could take a while My pet, days maybe weeks, so to help you out I am conditioning your mind to ignore muscle cramps, hunger and sleep. I won’t allow those minor distractions prevent you from pursuing your one true passion of being My living statue." And She casually waved her hand.
"Good. Now that’s taken care of I have to run." She closed the shade. "you won’t need this open since it doesn’t matter if it’s day or night. I am not sure when I’ll be back, just remember be My living statue and stay perfectly still. Bye, puppetjames." She blew me a kiss, turned out the lights and left.
Lights on. Lights off i didn't care. All i knew was i wasn’t going to move. i would make Her so happy. i was going to break the record. i would be Her living statue forever. And the more i thought about making Her happy the more i could feel my body becoming like a rock. i really was a statue and She would be so happy, i would make Her so happy. i would be Her favorite and that's all i cared about. Never move again, that’s what i would do. my body would actually become stone, and She would be so proud of me. i thought these thoughts over and over.
Minutes stretched into hours into days and She didn't come back. While hunger, sleep and cramps didn't bother me, at one point my nose began to itch. i imagined Soforia commanding my mind to ignore this as well. After that itching no longer bothered me.
Days, weeks, months(?!) later i really have no idea, Soforia finally returned. She opened the door and flipped on the lights."
"Oh, my goodness. puppetjames, I’m sorry, I must have forgotten about you," She giggled. I hope you won’t be mad at ME," she said, knowing full well that she had made me incapable of such feelings.
When i didn’t respond, She stared closely at me.
"Is something wrong, puppetjames?" Still no reply.
"Oops," She said. "you can move now," as She waved her hand in the air. i dropped to the ground my muscles starting to cramp, my stomach growling, and i was oh so tired.
"Oh My poor puppetjames you did so well."
i was still a lump on the floor.
"Let ME help. Look at My ring." She placed Her hand in front of my eyes. i stared at a large sapphire.
"Look at My ring and all your pain will be gone…look at My ring and all your pain will be gone…look at My ring and all your pain will be gone."
And indeed all my pain was gone.
i stood up. She was sitting on Her desk in the same pose again wearing those same dangerous shoes.
"Thank You, Mistress."
"Oh puppetjames, that’s the first time you called ME, Mistress. you have been such a good boy. Come and kneel by ME and you may kiss My toe." She extended her glorious foot towards me.
i kneeled ever so slowly, bent my head down and ever so lightly kissed her toe. i was in heaven.
"Oh, my! Look at the time we’ve got to hurry. It’s almost 8 o’clock," said Soforia.
"Eight? AM or PM? What day is this anyway?" i asked.
"Silly it’s still today. The 28th."
I had a stunned look on my face.
"Oh puppetjames you are truly a gem. Remember you agreed to a two-hour session. you are so suggestible. I am going to have so much fun with you."
"Two hours, i said in disbelief. "But i— the time…how?"
"It’s what I do," She said as She shrugged her shoulders. "Now I am sure you are ready to come back to Orange County for another session."
Actually, i was seriously thinking of relocating out here.
"And i will bring you back, but in the meantime remember phone sessions can be a lot of fun as well," She grinned."
"Yes, Mistress. Thank You."
"I also think you are going to find you have a strong desire to order all of My audio tapes and CDs," She said mischievously. But for now it is goodbye, puppetjames."
"Goodbye, Enchantress."
As i reached the door i heard Soforia’s magical voice one last time.
"puppetjames, be a dear and write down your experiences the last 2 days, I’m sure the visitors to the Hypnotic Silken Web would love to read about them."
"Yes, Enchantress," i answered enthusiastically.
