Can you go deeper for ME?
i don’t remember how i first stumbledacross The Hypnotic Silken Web. Maybe that’s because it was just so long ago,or maybe that’s the way Soforia wants me to remember it.
In any case, i had come across Herwebsite, and was at the time was mildly interested. i didn’t have any sort ofhypnofetish, i was intrigued by some of the comments and claims that She made.
We exchanged e-mails, and soon we werechatting online. We chatted not just about hypnosis, but sports, stocks,politics and anything else that She found interesting. She was obviously wellread; i also found Her intelligent and charming. i gradually discovered myselflooking forward to our time together online.
One day while i was playing pokeronline, (it used to be one of my passions) i heard the Instant Messenger doorswing open. i was delighted to see Soforia
online. i immediately said hello and we chatted, while i continued to playpoker. At one point i had a real monster of a hand. i was completely focused onthe game. There was lots of action and several players stayed in until theriver. i ended up winning close to $50, but several minutes had past.
i returned to the IM window and foundthat Soforia had asked me a question. She then had asked a couple of times if iwas still there or if anything was wrong.
i could have said my computer lockedup. i could have blamed it on AOL. But for some stupid reason i told Her thetruth. i was playing poker while i was chatting with Her. Immediately, i heardthe IM door slam shut as She disappeared from my buddy list.
i had a lump in my throat. i could notbelieve i had been so stupid and hurtful. i e-mailed an apology. i know Sheread it because i got the return receipt, but She didn’t reply. Three moreapologies each more contrite than the last still didn’t elicit a response.
The next few weeks i would stay onlineall day hoping to catch Her but i never did. It was obvious that She was makingherself invisible to me.
i sent Her a gift. Not a crystal oranything related to hypnosis, but a new hardcover from an author that Sheenjoyed. Two weeks later there was still no response. i had pretty much givenup hope at that point.
Then one day, i was playing poker andall of a
sudden i got an IM from Her.
Soforia: Thank you for the book.
James19874: I am sorry so really so sorry about what happened.
Sofia: I know you are.
Jams19874: Will you forgive me?
Soforia: Yes, I will this one time, but it must never happen again.
James19874: I swear it
Soforia: I am sure you mean that sincerely, but I need to sure.
i paused trying to think how to respondto Her, but She continued.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
Now as i said before that hypnotic mindcontrol didn’t do anything for me, but i did so want Her to forgive me so iplayed along.
James19874: yes I do.
Soforia: You will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: yes I do.
Soforia: You will behave exactly as I desire.
What did She want me to say. Wasn’t"Yes, I do." what she was looking for. I took a few more seconds trying to comeup with a response that I thought would please Her.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
It was the first time i had followedthe capitalization conventions of D/S. i found my hands shaking as i hit the<Enter> key.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: you will behave exactly as I desire.
James19874: i behave exactly as YOU desire.
Soforia: Perfect!
Not only were both hands shaking nowmaking it difficult to type, but also my heart was pounding. i had never feltthis excited or aroused before when chatting with Soforia.
Soforia: you are ready for a phone session with ME. Call me now at949-xxx-xxxx.
The door slammed shut and shedisappeared off line.
i disconnected as well, fumbled with the phone and called Her.
"Hello," said the woman with theangel’s voice. i had heard Her voice on web site before, but had never reallynoticed how soft and yet compelling it was.
"This is james from Maryland. You askedme to call," i said nervously.
"Relax, james. I want you to take adeep breath and hold it in." i did as instructed.
"Now hold it…hold it… 5,4,3,2,1… andexhale. Now how do you feel?"
"Much better, thank You."
"Not at all, it's what I do. Now howlong a session would you like? I recommend at least 30 minutes for our firstsession that runs $90."
i had not even thought about cost. Ninetybucks sounded a bit steep but i had come this far already.
"Half an hour sounds--- "
"Of course you could spend 45 minuteswith ME, or even an entire hour," She purred. Imagine a whole hour in hypnosiswith ME."
i was sold. "An hour please."
"Very good. That’s 180 dollars." i swear i could hear Her smile through the phone. "Now i justneed your credit card number." i was getting nervous again. i had troublegetting the card out of the wallet and when i did Soforia had me read the cardnumber three times because i kept getting flustered.
"Hold just a moment," She said. Therewas about a ten second pause. "Okay, you are approved. Now can you sit or laydown?"
"Um, i’m sitting now, should i get onthe floor."
"Whatever you are more comfortablewith. I guarantee you will enjoy this experience either way."
"i think i'll lie down."
"Good. But before you do dim or turnoff the lights."
"Done. i’m all set."
"One more thing before we start. I needyou to give ME permission to hypnotize you."
"my permission? Of course, pleasehypnotize me."
And with that Soforia’s soft voicebegan to weave her hypnotic spell.
"Now imagine a spot on the ceiling.Concentrate on that spot as I relax all the muscles in your body…keep staringat the spot and listen to my voice… listen to my voice and feel yourselfrelax…feel yourself
relax and stare at the spot…keep staring at the spot and listen to myvoice…listen to my voice and feel yourself relax…feel yourself relax and stareat the spot… going deeper and deeper…as your eyelids
grow heavier and heavier… your eyelids are heavier and heavier…and as theyclose you will go into Deep Hypnosis for ME."
And i drifted off to the sound of Herlyrical voice.
"--Five. How do you feel?
i wasn't sure what happened but i feltgreat. "Fantastic," i replied.
"Good. Relax and go into DeepHypnosis for ME."
i remember waking a couple more timesonly to have hear "Relax and go into Deep Hypnosis for ME." i seem torecall at one point in the past Soforia explaining that she used this techniqueto rapidly induce Her subjects into a deep and powerful trance.
"--Five. Now how was that?"
Imagine shooting a hole-in-one, yourfavorite team just won the Super Bowl, you just earned a $10,000 bonus at workand had the best sex ever had all rolled into one.That make you feel about 10% as good as i felt right then.
"Absolutely amazing! Soforia, You are fantastic! i feel tremendous."
"So, I’ve been told," She saidconfidently. "See what you’ve been missing all this time."
"Not any more, i am definitelygoing to be a repeat customer."
"Actually I am counting on alittle more than that. I want you to come to Orange County for a special inperson session with ME."
And at that moment all i wanted to dowas to come to California. Now, i don't what you to think this were some kindof suggestion She planted in my mind. i wanted to go to California to see herand if it so happened that she wanted me to come, so much the better, but itwas definitely a choice made of my own free will.
"Yes, i want to come to California," i said.
"Good, I just knewyou would. your session is for 6pm Pacific Time on the 28th. you canget directions to my office from the e-hypnotism website."
"The 28th? Well that’s the day after tomorrow. It’s not much---"
"Then you should start making preparations," She replied."
"Well it’s like i said it’s not much time and i’ll have to take off from work…"
"I find that my clients who reallyenjoy my sessions and who want to make me happy have no trouble making theirappointments, If you can’t make it james, I am sure I have another who willgladly take your place.
"Oh, no. i’ll be there," i said with determination.
"Good I await you arrival," and She hung up.
i won’t bore you with how i got out ofwork or the travel details, all you need to know was 36 hours later i wassitting in my rental car in the parking lot of her office building.
i sat in the car trying to read the Orange County Register, but i couldn’tconcentrate. i ended up listening to the radio and counting the hours down to 6o’clock.
At 5:15 i entered the building andlocated her office in the directory. i took the stairs, not wanting to risk theinfinitesimal chance of being trapped in a stuck elevator.
i entered Her office at 5:22. Anenvelope with my name on it lay on a chair. my hands trembled as i opened it.The note instructed me to go through the door on the left precisely at 6:00 asindicated by the clock in the office.
For the next 30 minutes, i paced, sat,stood and stared out the window. At 5:55 i put my hand on the doorknob. i stoodthere for 5 minutes and at precisely at 6:00pm i opened the door and there Shewas.
She was sitting on the front of herdesk with her legs crossed. i won’t try to describe her for two reasons. One: iwant each of you who still hasn’t met Soforia to experience the event to itsfullest. Two: There is no way i could do Her justice with mere words. Let mejust say that she was breathtaking and she wore these most dangerous shoes.
"james, or should I say puppetjames, sowonderful that you could come to see ME," she said in Her mesmerizing voice.
"Um, Yes Soforia. It’s nice to meet You. Uh- what do you mean by puppetjames?"
"Well you are my little puppet. I pullyour strings and you coming running to see me," She said with a devilish grin.
"Yes, uh, well i think it was also partly my idea to come to California."
"Yes, I know you do. I like to let mypets feel that it is their decision, but be assured that you are here because Iwanted you here," She said with a mock seriousness. "Now then I scheduled usfor a 2 hour session. That will be $360. Shall I charge the credit card you used before?"
i nodded silently. She could have maxedout my credit limit and i would have agreed.
"Very good, now then please come overhere and lie down," she said as she pointed to the couch
She sat next to me as i took a place on the couch.
"Now once again I would like need your permission to hypnotize you. Do I have it?"
"Permission? Why not just go ahead?" i asked.
"What fun would that be, hypnotizingsome one who doesn’t want to be. I want all My pets to desperately needhypnosis, To crave to be hypnotized, to feel the need for it in their minds andsouls." As She said those words i too wanted to be desperately hypnotized,felling it in my mind and my soul.
"Yes," i said excitedly. "i give You permission to hypnotize me."
"See, how easy that was." She produceda crystal from what seemed like out of thin air, and held it in front of myeyes.
"Watch the spinning crystal…watch…theflickering light… watch the sparkles…stare at the spinning crystal… just thecrystal…nothing but the crystal…so relaxed looking at the crystal… Nothing butthe crystal… feels so good to stare at the crystal…feels so good to stare atthe crystal…"
Oblivious to all but the crystal, i continued to stare.
"Good and now you are so very tired andwhen I reach 1 you will fall into a deep hypnotic sleep. You are so very tiredand want to fall into a deep hypnotic sleep. 5…so tired…4… can’t resistfalling… 3… my voice taking you deeper 2… barely awake now… 1… you are now indeep hypnosis for ME.
"—Ten. How do you feel?"
i raised my head from the couch. i felt10 times better than after the phone session. Soforia was again seated on herdesk Her legs crossed Her dangerous shoes on display.
"Once again i feel tremendous. Thank You."
"So then it was definitely worth comingall the way to California to see ME?" she asked knowingly.
"Yes, Soforia."
"And you love falling under My spell," She said with a grin."
"Yes, i---." i was suddenly overcomewith intense lust and desire for Soforia. My hand reached inside of my pantsand I stated pumping furiously.
"i am Your completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey." i continued to pump.
The lust consumed me. "i am Your completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey."
i exploded like a rocket. my bodyshook. "i am your completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey."
As the emotions subsided, i slowlybecame aware of Soforia staring at me, and i realized what i had justdone was overcome with shame and embarrassment.
i didn’t how to explain what had happened or even what to say.
i started to speak, but Soforia interrupted.
"It’s okay, puppetjames. Nothing to worry about. It’s alljust part of falling under My spell."
Again i seized with desire. my handpumped furiously. "i am you completely hypnotized slave. i hear and obey. i amyou completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. i am you completely hypnotizedslave i hear and obey." i came again, and once I caught my breath. i wasconfused. i couldn’t understand what was happening. Then i noticed Soforiasmiling and trying to supress a laugh.
"Oh puppetjames you are so adorable.you don’t even realize what I have done to you."
i shook my head silently. i was stilltrying to take this all in.
With glee She said, "I have placed apost-hypnotic trigger in your mind whenever I utter the magic phrase you willfall," She paused momentarily, "Under My spell!"
Again i was consumed with lust anddesire. It was also starting to hurt and i was losing strength as well. "i am yourcompletely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. i am your completely hypnotizedslave i hear and obey. i am your completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey. Iam your completely hypnotized slave i hear and obey."
i finally came. my body was shaking andi was really breathing hard. i didn’t think i could take much more of this.
Soforia on the other hand wasthoroughly enjoying the situation. She was laughing so hard Her eyes werestarting to tear up.
"This is so delightful. Imagine thepossibilities. I could call you on the phone and say the magic phrase. Or howabout an unsuspecting e-mail. I know, I could leave a very special message onyour voicemail. Can you see yourself at work retrieving your messages and thenall of sudden you hear My voice say those magic words. I have outdone my selfthis time," she said proudly.
"I’m going to have so much fun with mylittle puppet."
i was no longer ashamed, confused oreven consumed with desire. i was downright scared so i made a dash for thedoor.
"Under My Spell," Soforia sang out.
my legs locked up and i fell to thefloor. Pumping furiously. It so hurt badly now but i couldn't stop. i had nocontrol over myself.
"i am Your completely Hypnotized slave.i hear and obey," i repeated over and over. And still i didn’t come. Would Sheleave me here for hours pumping away, i wondered. Finally i came my body shookviolently. i tried to catch my breath as I closed my eyes and waited to seewhat She would do next.
"Obviously not completely hypnotized,or you wouldn’t have been able to try that little stunt. Open your eyes," shecommanded.
i did and found myself staring at Her shoe.
"Stand up. I know you would love tospend all eternity looking at My toes, but I have a little more programming todo inside that skull of yours."
i complied. i was now staring into Her blue eyes.
"Now then My slave, you will find thatas you stare into My beautiful blue eyes that you cannot move… you are frozen…you cannot blink… you cannot look away… you must stare deeply into My beautifulblue eyes…"
i stared into her eyes… so blue… sodeep… So beautiful. i wanted to be lost in Her eyes.
She continued, "As you look into Myeyes, you feel My voice in your mind… My voice in your mind…My Voice in yourmind…My voice melting your will…My voice melting your will… My voice meltingyour will…My words becoming your thoughts…My words becoming your thoughts…Mywords becoming your thoughts… your only desire is to please ME…your only desireis to please ME… your only desire is to please ME…"
i stood mindless and motionless before Her.
"Now then My pet, Ever since I was alittle girl I have been fascinated by the idea of a living statue. A livingbreathing man whom couldn’t move. A living breathing statute under my completecontrol. you are going to be My living statue, puppetjames." She boasted like achild.
"you can no longer move, you are frozenin ice. you are stone. you are petrified," the works echoed in my empty mind.
"Go ahead and try. Try and move your arm," she commanded.
i tried and i couldn't.
"See you are My very own living statue." She said triumphantly.
"It pleases ME that you are My statue.And the longer you stay perfectly still and remain My statute the happier itwill make ME. And you want to make ME happy don't you."
i wanted to shout yes, but i all i could do was remaining silent.
"And the more you stay still, and themore you make ME happy, the more excited and aroused you will become. And themore aroused you are, the more pleased I will be, so you will stay motionlesseven longer just to please ME, won’t you."
i stood silently. "No need to answer I know the answer to that," She smiled.
"If you can remain My statue longerthan anyone else has you can become My favorite. you would like to be Myfavorite, wouldn’t you, puppetjames?"
"Yes," i answered in what was left of my mind.
"Now this could take a while My pet,days maybe weeks, so to help you out I am conditioning your mind to ignoremuscle cramps, hunger and sleep. I won’t allow those minor distractions preventyou from pursuing your one true passion of being My living statue." And Shecasually waved her hand.
"Good. Now that’s taken care of I haveto run." She closed the shade. "you won’t need this open since it doesn’tmatter if it’s day or night. I am not sure when I’ll be back, just remember beMy living statue and stay perfectly still. Bye, puppetjames." She blew me akiss, turned out the lights and left.
Lightson. Lights off i didn't care. All i knew was i wasn’t going to move. i wouldmake Her so happy. i was going to break the record. i would be Her livingstatue forever. And the more i thought about making Her happy the more i couldfeel my body becoming like a rock. i really was a statue and She would be sohappy, i would make Her so happy. i would be Her favorite and that's all icared about. Never move again, that’s what i would do. my body would actuallybecome stone, and She would be so proud of me. i thought these thoughts overand over.
Minutes stretched into hours into daysand She didn't come back. While hunger, sleep and cramps didn't bother me, atone point my nose began to itch. i imagined Soforia commanding my mind toignore this as well. After that itching no longer bothered me.
Days, weeks, months(?!) later i reallyhave no idea, Soforia finally returned. She opened the door and flipped on thelights."
"Oh, my goodness. puppetjames, I’msorry, I must have forgotten about you," She giggled. I hope you won’t be madat ME," she said, knowing full well that she had made me incapable of suchfeelings.
When i didn’t respond, She stared closely at me.
"Is something wrong, puppetjames?" Still no reply.
"Oops," She said. "you can move now," as She waved her handin the air. i dropped to the ground my muscles starting to cramp, my stomachgrowling, and i was oh so tired.
"Oh My poor puppetjames you did so well."
i was still a lump on the floor.
"Let ME help. Look at My ring." Sheplaced Her hand in front of my eyes. i stared at a large sapphire.
"Look at My ring and all your pain willbe gone…look at My ring and all your pain will be gone…look at My ring and allyour pain will be gone."
And indeed all my pain was gone.
i stood up. She was sitting on Her deskin the same pose again wearing those same dangerous shoes.
"Thank You, Mistress."
"Oh puppetjames, that’s the first timeyou called ME, Mistress. you have been such a good boy. Come and kneel by MEand you may kiss My toe." She extended her glorious foot towards me.
i kneeled ever so slowly, bent my headdown and ever so lightly kissed her toe. i was in heaven.
"Oh, my! Look at the time we’ve got tohurry. It’s almost 8 o’clock," said Soforia.
"Eight? AM or PM? What day is this anyway?" i asked.
"Silly it’s still today. The 28th."
I had a stunned look on my face.
"Oh puppetjames you are truly a gem.Remember you agreed to a two-hour session. you are so suggestible. I am goingto have so much fun with you."
"Two hours, i said in disbelief. "But i— the time…how?"
"It’s what I do,"She said as She shrugged her shoulders. "Now I am sure you are ready to comeback to Orange County for another session."
Actually, i was seriously thinking of relocating out here.
"And i will bringyou back, but in the meantime remember phone sessions can be a lot of fun aswell," She grinned."
"Yes, Mistress. Thank You."
"I also think you are going to find youhave a strong desire to order all of My audio tapes and CDs," She saidmischievously. But for now it is goodbye, puppetjames."
"Goodbye, Enchantress."
As i reached the door i heard Soforia’s magical voice one last time.
"puppetjames, be a dear and write downyour experiences the last 2 days, I’m sure the visitors to the Hypnotic SilkenWeb would love to read about them."
"Yes, Enchantress," i answered enthusiastically.